Golmaal
For those of you not familiar with that word in my title, Golmaal basically means Fraud or Fraudulent....messed up in other words :)No, I do not think I am messed up, but I sure do think that this world is.
In the past few months, I have been doing some thinking and have come to the conclusion that a lot of people are messed up. The saddest part however is, they, atleast seem to be happy. I look around myself. Take my friends for instance.
1 friend of mine has had a steady boyfriend since the last 3 years or so. But she is also slightly extra friendly with his friend. She spends more time with him than she does with her bf. They go for movies, dinners, clubbing together...and 99% of the time without the boyfriend. Hell, she even went to visit him around valentine's day with her bf, who had to get back to town, but she ofcourse stayed on, so was there for the V Day. He doesnt seem to mind too much. He's too busy working and making money. I feel he thinks that he is going to get her eventually (upon marriage), and besides, if he creates any fuss, she will 'fight' with him and eventually lose interest in him. like WTF ????
Another friend got involved in a serious long distance relationship, in which she knew from the start, that he would not want to marry soon. She wanted marriage within a year. Either way, she continued knowing that marriage would not be the result. Now they have broken up, but she still is "sorta" seeing him. WTF is that supposed to mean ?
Then there are married people having affairs. What is this world coming to ?
Where do I fit into all of this ? Well, frankly, Ihave been the "goody goody" girl all along. No boyfriends, affairs, or secret relationships etc. Leading a plain simple life. I always thought , that that was the right thing to do. Not implying that relationships are wrong, but relationships of the above kind. What did I get out of all that ? NOTHING. I dont have a boyfriend. Guys think I have lead a boring life and that I must therefore be boring and not worth pursuing. A guy actually said that. ouch.
I know I am right and what I have done is right. But sometimes I do wonder, what would it be like, to be/do otherwise.
Anyone else feel that ?
posted by Restless @ 7:51 PM
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